Words from a tiktok addict

Hey guys... I'm me Hannah... Hannah Baker. No it's Jake Paul! << ew but it is ya boy Jared, back at it again with another blog post (: It is currently 01:40 and when I say that I am just now doing this post I really am... It is actually really sad because after I got out of the shower, I sat wrapped up in a towel in my computer chair watching tt videos. They are really addicting... Lowkey sad, of course I made a video in the process though. How could I not? Today was another successful day. Ready to dive into it? "Just diiiivveeee" Let me play some music, maybe just the Jaguar album by Victoria Monet will be perfect for tonight. Also, it is her birthday so why not give her some streams??? I HIGHKEY find it weird that Vic is an earth sign (Taurus at that) .... in my opinion she is not boring, not like I know her personally but her music does not give me earth sign-vibes, that moon sign of hers is definitely putting in that work! Rihanna style work.

I am having a protein shake post-workout, Vanilla if you must know...,just relocated/got more comfortable on my bed, my blue led lights are on and I think the tt that I just posted is moving up? I do not think that the algorithm really makes much of a difference but it surely does not hurt to try. It is currently at 63 views with 6 likes.. No comment on that but I do manifest it ~~~Growing by morning and continuing to grow~~ It is done. All in all, today was not a bad day, I had a little patch that we will talk about throughout my post but yeah. This is going to be the new style, no more pictures, this will be more description based and such. Let me start this album to play the music now... We are going to do it in order so it gives us that 'Jaguar Journey.' If you are picking up what I am putting down.

I think the only thing that I will incorporate --I randomly felt like watching Inspector Gadget all of a sudden... *adding to tomorrow (today's) to do list!*-- will be the dividers and the labels being in italics and underlined like the songs were. But I will be playing an entire album or two if necessary to write my posts. I am going to check my views and likes when I finish the post so.... let's dive in! Album started at 01:51 with Moment. (obviously)

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Morning, Dive is playing at the moment.

Grand Rising everyone, I believe today I woke up around 09:42??? Or something like that, I cannot really remember that time in specific and straw detail. Not bad but then I went to potty, got onto my computer and logged in for a days at work. I got 16 calls today and six disconnects. Not bad but I wish I got the opportunity to do more. But I did manage to find out who my manager would be, graduated, and I hit Production on Monday! Everything is looking good, I had some trail mix (yes my signature one **minus the white chocolate morsels... thanks to my mother.**) Mega sigh, The air in my room feels very soothing and the trumpets of this song are claiming me down. I cannot complain at all about how my day went. Nothing I complain about. Of course, not everything I want to happy or to move accordingly is going to happen in the way I want or desire it to but that is just about of living. I had some peppermint & chamomile tea today + agave. I used two tea bags that is correct.

"Living in fear of the unknown is not living at all." - Jared Melhado 04/20/21 @ 18:39

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Afternoon. Experience is playing ;-D

So after I got on my break of course I took some more calls. This song is a bop by the way [[the entire album is a masterpiece that deserves more credit but I am just going to clamp my tongue... I am not gonna say anything further.]] So let us talk about the little patch......... So long story short, I received a customer that triggered something in me and I took a break from calls. The customer had experienced something and me being the empath that I am, I felt a mirror of emotions just crash onto me. Nothing I could do about it, obviously I tried my best to thug it out but I released it all out when I went on break. In a respectable and non-toxic manner. Do not deflect.

When I went on break..... Whewwwwww....., the yelling and crying I did. Not even a joke, it has been months since I have but it really felt good to release it and get it off of myself. Somewhat like a restart or a weight off of myself. But enough about that. I had the rest of my boneless chicken wings and watched Young Justice of course! I really love that show, it sucks that I am on season two though, there are only three! My heart hurts, when I finish I know I am going to explode. Again the flavors of my boneless wings were: Hawaiian, Lemon Pepper, and Garlic Parmesan. <<< one of these days I am going to need to try the Lemon Parmesan or the Garlic Lemon, it is something of that nature; I think it is a combination of the last two I mentioned.

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Night. Go There With You is ending while I am typing this.

So I did clock out at around 19:01 or probably two minutes after so. Another successful day on the "new" job. I thought I was going to only have Saturday off this weekend, but surprisingly I am off on Sunday aswell! So you already know I am going to enjoy that to the best of my ability and no-one is going to ruin my time. Touch Me is playing and for anyone who really knows me that know how much I adore this song and adore the remix even more. Vic just naturally does not make bad music.

So tonight I planned on dying my hair and going with either burgundy/red, blonde, or white/grey. I will of course explain the last one; I wanted to be Storm's son. And there is nothing wrong with that LOL. One thing I must say is that I was going to rock it. Of course I would have but the beauty supply store that I went to barely had any hair dye colors. My sister gave me some tips, which I did not get to use but I will get into that soon.

So the Jaguar album ended, I am playing Expectations, the ablum by Hayley Kiyoko. Another artist that does not miss. I originally remember her from Disney Channel. Obvi, that is where I grew up and spend majority of my time. If you do not remember her look her up! She is from **not telling you. This is about moi not a celeb**

I actually went to the gym last minute, I left the house at 22:30, I planned on going earlier but then threw the idea away because I was planning on dying my hair. My mother blew my plans because apparently me dying my hair red is gay??? + I did not buy a bowl. That plan was also thrown in the garbage and I went to the gym anyways. I spent 20 minutes on the elliptical and 35 minutes on the bicycle. Since I missed leg day yesterday... I did 100 leg press tonight and I was on my merry way. I only got home around + after 00:04 and then I went to shower and as stated before I sat around on tt, made a video, got into bed with my mac, and started making this post. <<<<<<< The run-on sentence though.... Let us get into Midnight. vvv

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I am re-adding this manifestation after saying it out loud.

I am putting this down and manifesting the growth of that video, my other videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else. -- "I will grow, I will spread, I will be my* own power*, I will be great." -- Jared AM 02:34 04/30/21 - revised+fixed @ 02:27 05/01/21

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Midnight. Sleepover is playing.

I do not know if it just me but is this album moving slower than the other one? This area is most likely going to be small because I already spoke about what I did... Yikes... I cannot even think of what to put here. I saw some pictures of sky-lights on twitter and I want one, there was something to add. LOL, random Jared, so random. My tt video now has 146 views with 26 likes as of 02:33.

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Dear everyone and to all my supporters,

thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/01/21 @ 02:31 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉