Hey hey hey! Tonight’s blog is starting at 00:35 and tonight’s album is going to be.... Ungodly Hour (Chrome Edition) by my cousins :** How was you guys‘ day today ? (yesterday) I think I published like two tt videos and found a few more affirmations. I am honestly just ready for bed at this point so let us dive into the blog post for today, am I right ?? Alright!
My Day,
Forgive Me is on currently (:
All in all today was good day for my emotional and mental health. I figured out what was messing with me was my job. I am currently looking for a new one, I am gravely not enjoying it at all. I am going to possibly see what I do in the mean time but at-least by my birthday (22 days now since it is 05/12/21) I should have a new job. I am claiming it. I woke up at about seven-ish, not too early but just enough time to clock in, no TEA AGAIN. Shaking my head at myself... I actually worked for about two-three hours then I clocked out. I was mentally not in the right headspace and I honestly feel that my job is playing a major factor in it.
After clocking out I stared kicking, screaming, yelling, and crying. Why ?? You may ask? I thought this New Taurus Moon was supposed to be helping ? Yeah, it helps after you have healed. You have to be mentally prepared for the moon, She does not tread lightly at all. She came to me with a vengeance. Attacked my moon in Scorpio without question.... I was able to release a lot, got some affirmations in and now I am smiling and should sleep amazing tonight. I am just over the job completely. It is not me and I know I deserve better. Would/Would Not recommend, just not for me. Just how I feel personally. So what I did was release that (obviously) and hand took out the flamed wicks on my candles and poured it onto my salt lamp (which is broken but I still feel energy from it) Which reminds me to get crystals. >>>> UGHHHHHHH FUDGE. <<<<<<< But yes, after that I just went looking online for jobs and got my head around.
After such, I fell asleep on the couch and then my dad came home just basically two minutes before I woke up. My entire family (immediate) understands how I am feeling about the job and hopefully supports me. I helped him stain the fence of the west side of the house. Ungodly Hour is playin (-;; Afterwards I went into my room and then my mom called me to go with her to Costco to get gas, there is a shortage so that is an addition to the problems in the world right now!! YAY! -_-
Afterwards all of that junk, I took myself to the gym. I got to do 25 minutes on the elliptical, then I did 30 minutes on the bicycle, following I did 100+ on ab press, arm pull down, and leg press. Had a good productive gym day & of course I had solo workout. Had bester on the phone for some of it though, so I do appreciate that very much. <33 Busy Boyyyyyy is on. After I came from the gym I went to get gas and had to go to two different stations because they did not have anymore unleaded, I saw an old elemantary school friend too.
Finally making it home I showered in my FINALLY FINISHED bathroom!! Woot! Then drank a protein shake and I am making my blog post now. Time to proof! It is 00:54
~~ Reminder: Understand that any and every thing happens for a reason. The design is flawless. ~~
I AM putting these down and manifesting the growth of my videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else.
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I AM going to be saying each of these affirmations verbatim. They will continue to be apart of my blogs. Expect them, expect greatness, expect the unexpected. Expect Me.
"I have grown, I am going to spread electronically, socially, spiritually, mentally, and physically. I am my own power, I am great. I am healthy. I am what I need." -- Jared AM ✮
I have updated these affirmations due to finding out the starting word choice has great power.
"I do not chase, I attract. What belongs to me is now in my hands. The love I desire is mine and I am simple yet divine." - Jared AM ✮
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"For the Good of All and Harm to None, I have risen above the things that keep me adjacent and submissive. I have transcended, become stronger and higher, and I am now more able to complete what I want to get done. I am everything I want and desire." Jared AM ✮
Spoken before I started my blog and repeatedly throughout the day. <3
Hi, I love you <3
Always be kind and do everything with compassion.
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Dear everyone and to all my supporters,
thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/12/21 @ 00:57 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉
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