So originally I did plan to play Jazmine Sullivan but then I realized it would be a better idea to play some chakra music in order to heal fear, doubts, and insecurity and as a plus to sooth myself. I have went into my mind and realized not to necessary draw my attention to what does not desire my attention. Moving forward I am not going to be going into social media as much as I was prior. Also, I am going to remove the view count on my blog. It is not about who has seen it, it is about the time and work put into it. Growth is knowing that you are continuing to do something without wanting something in return. In order to move forward you cannot look back, you have to continue to push and push. There is nothing wrong with being hit and pushed down but you have to make sure to get right back up. If you stay down, you stay unprotected and weak. Your strength comes from without, never let anyone take your strength from you. I am now going to say my affirmations while listening to a higher frequency to extend my vibration and manifest everything I want and desire in my life. I might leave this on and play this from now on while doing my posts.
My Day,
Hey guys, I am back. The time is now 23:35 so hopefully I can be done and in bed by and before 00:00. Today was not a bad day, work was fine. Nothing I can complain about other than people being confusing and not understanding (yes management.) But that is besides the point, I made it through a shift and after work I meditated for an amount of time that I cannot think of at the moment. I want to say it was about 11 minutes but after the guided video ended I kept meditating, for a while now that I think about it. So probably at least around 15 minutes or even more.
After that I went on my bed and tried a kind of astral mediation? I guess you could say that? Nothing too major, I was not able to completely do that one but I know with practice anything is possible. Nothing is impossible, just not documented as of yet. I was practicing mindfulness for my spiritual journey. I feel that is is very important that everyone has one or at least goes on something similar or of that nature. Maybe somewhat mandatory but I am not the type of person to go around forcing people to be spiritual. Divine Timing will find you, be patient.
Something that I am definitely learning from God, The Universe, The Ancestors, and Spirit is to be appreciate the time I have with myself and being alone. As well as that there is a huge different with being alone, and being lonely. Those are two major things that really need to be seen as polar opposites because the words may seem the same but they are far from being the same thing. Being alone is more of a self of it just being you, being comfortable with you standing in a room with just yourself. Rather than being lonely is you not having anyone. You feeling empty, you missing someone, you needing attention from someone or something.
I had around 21 calls today at work, six disconnections, and one transfer. Not too too bad. I almost managed to make sort of an album cover for my bester's playlist that she made, I think I made it while I was on lunch. As well as had the opportunity to catch up with one of my elementary school close friends. We were even bestfriends at one point. Of course I managed to upload some tt videos, I will grow on their as well as on my other platforms + my blog. It is coming, all in Divine Timing.
Below will be my protection and then I will proof what is above and continue talking about my day.
"I deflect any manifestations or orders made over me that are not in my favor for my life, growth and progression. I am simple yet divine."
I almost forgot to mention that after work I did something that I normally do but also something that I normally do not do..
Do not hate me but I took a nap after work... Yep yep and I did not go the gym. Nah nah guys do not yell or make any type of commotion. I was tired and over the day. I needed that time to spend with myself anyways. I also managed to not wear my contacts at all today?
I just remembered that I also did not do my taxes, I am already a day late. I thought the last day was some time in July and then I found out it was May 17th. So I am already a day late, then tomorrow would be another day late. An entire joke.
But I can say not going to the gym allowed me to have some freedom and alone time to myself, hopefully I can also actually go to sleep before 00:00. I need to get myself back on my usual sleep schedule and stop being lazy after work. Tomorrow I am off so I am thinking about heading to the gym earlier than usual, or early in the day. Just to have a head start, you know?
Yeah, but tonight for dinner I had salmon and a waffle. Do not judge me.. I know you guys are tired and extra tired of me talking about waffles and how much I keep eating them. What can I say? They love me back lol. What do they say? If you cannot beat them? Join them. Sooo you take that, do your due diligence and go buy me some pancake/waffle batter please and thank you.
After dinner I went into my room played some chakra music at 256 hz and started reading. I have not read in a while which is a little sad but I am making up for it now. I am currently reading Flowers On The Moon and The Mastery Of Love. Wish me luck.
Birthday in 17 days, so excited. Still have no idea what I want but it will be another year, hopefully it can make up for last year. I did not do much but I got to spend it with my sister and as of right now I am 50 pounds lighter or even more than that compared to my last birthday so there is definitely progress. Also that I am alot happier now than I was before. I definitely appreciate the effort and support that I receive from my sister, if I do not have anyone I know that I will always have her. Love you Jasmine. <3 You are my gem, I love you.
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I AM putting these down and manifesting the growth of my videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else.
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I AM going to be saying each of these affirmations verbatim. They will continue to be apart of my blogs. Expect them, expect greatness, expect the unexpected. Expect Me.
"I have grown and I am going to spread in every way possible. I am my own power, I am great. I am healthy. I am simple yet divine." -- Jared AM ✮
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"I do not chase, I attract. What belongs to me will simply find me. The love I desire will come to me and I will be authentically me. I am simple yet divine." - Jared AM ✮
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"For the Good of All and Harm to None, I have risen above the things that keep me adjacent and submissive. I have transcended, become stronger and higher, and I am now more than able to complete what I want to get done. I am everything I want and desire. I am simple yet divine." Jared AM ✮
Spoken @ (unknown made revisions and said all multiple times)
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Dear everyone and to all my supporters,
thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/18/21 @ 23:56 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉
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