My Whole Life is playing in the car right now. These thoughts just came to mind so I felt like putting it down.
At the end of the day, you only have yourself. I am going to dive a little deeper into it.
Life is about a set of choices and there are specific choices in your life that form what happens and the different outcomes that you are given or are left with. When you understand yourself, your independence, what you like, do not like, all of it; you are the true one with power. Then with said power, you can control the world around you. If you feel that you are powerless or cannot mold your own world, unfortunately I must say.. to stay away from me. Hold onto yourself, find your true value, stop listening to others and just let go. Currently I am in the car coming back home from South Miami ? (update we went to North Miami after this LOL) I think and I just appreciate everything that I was given, all the things that have happened to me only made me stronger. God & The Universe will NOT give you anything that you cannot handle. You are so much stronger than you think. It is time to grow up and start making grown up decisions.
Wake up, grow up, and UPgrade.
As long as you keep a mundane and low mindset you allow yourself to be torched and cut my the things and people that surround you. Remove what does not hold value in your life. Anything that is messing with your spirit, or shifting your mood, NEEDS to be removed immediately!. Know and understand your worth and do not allow anything to get swept under the rug. Keep moving forward, just as I am with this blog. I DO NOT go to sleep without uploading a blog, this is basically my personal journal of my life. It is time to start talking about real things and real situations. It is my space and in this space I have the ability to fill this text bubble with whatever comes to my mind.
I must and will say, mental wealth is the strongest and the richest thing you can have. Know and understand that, if you allow negative things to disrupt you, you lose yourself. “Do not be sad” ~~ It is not controllable but at the same time it is. There is not a past, there is just what you think about that previously occurred. DO what favors YOU. Block out the naysayers and let them watch you flourish, they are going to have to be ready for the movie no matter what. Keep the spark in your eye, the motivation in your spirit, and the love in your heart.
Love UNCONDITIONALLY, without wanting anything in return.
BE YOURSELF because you are freer and stronger in your raw form.
Smile WITHOUT wanting anything returned.
Understand that literally EVERYTHING happens for a reason and is apart of a design.
Meditate or give yourself alone time if you are not feeling yourself >> EVERYONE has times like this.
Give WITHOUT expecting something in return.
Be honest with YOURSELF.
Understand people are only apart of YOUR story for how ever long YOU want them to be apart of YOUR story.
^^ And after reading this part I know you are probably thinking, that if they leave you or end things?
>> Answer: Even if that happens it is either you continue to think about it and keep them in YOUR story, OR forget about it and remove them from YOUR story. <<
Make YOURSELF happy before you put someone else’ happiness before your own.
“Everything you touch is everything.”
Alina Baraz - Tainted
Hold yourself accountable for YOUR actions.
Time: 00:02 and we are now continuing from where I left off. Tonight's album is 200AND4EVA by Bree Runway :* Let us get into it now. Did not have ginger + turmeric tea tonight but that is okay. :))
MY DAY APES**T is playing
This song definitely has me lit right now, hopefully I can finish this post by 00:30 (-; Yessuh. Today was a nice day, felt very productive, smooth, and family filled. So this morning I woke up to my sister and mother talking about friendships and you already know we spoke about it all, only straight facts were presented. We all had the same ideas and were on the same page. And you guys know me and my do not always be on the same page but this morning was clearly different. Offnote: For the time I went to sleep last night I woke up at a good time.. But back to the juice, I was talking to my mom about my friendships and my sister joined in are came to the resolution that people are just WEIRD.. LOL it is straight facts, people are just weird.. But anywho, I visited like four different aunts today so I was all over Broward & Miami-Dade & Cutler today, it was a-lot.
Definitely still agree that FLORIDA DRIVERS ARE THE WORST. No one will change my mind about that. Yep. ATM is playing <3 "Swipe swipe, that's my language." I also posted a couple pictures today on my Instagram so if you are reading this and do not recall seeing them, click here and you should be on my Instagram page :) Yep, show ya boy Jared some love.
We went to Targé and I got a nice flannel + tee aswell as looked through the vinyl. I need a Sweetener vinylllllll sooo badly & I saw my polaroid was on sale, gonna buy it one of these days. After visiting all my aunts + getting to see some of my cousins plus, some more family members I came home and stayed home for like what 10 minutes?? I left the house because I had no dinner and went to I ♡ Mac & Cheese. It slappppppppeeeddd! I had mac with mozzarella, broccoli, grilled chicken, and tomatoes, with tater tots, and an Arnold Palmer <3 ya know the vibes. After eating that I remembered that my order had delivered from my friend's clothing line! So I opened that on, tried it on (pics soon), and then made my way into my room, scrolled through tt a bit, and now I am writing my blog. It is 00:13 right now, by the way.
I AM putting these down and manifesting the growth of my videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else.
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I WILL be saying each of these affirmations verbatim. They will continue to be apart of my blogs. Expect them, expect greatness, expect the unexpected. Expect Me.
"I will grow, I will spread, I will be my own power, I will be great." -- Jared AM ✮
as well as
"I do not chase, I attract. What belongs to me will find me. The love I desire will come to me and I will be authentically me." - Jared AM ✮
and
"For the Good of All and Harm to None, I allow myself to raise above the things that keep me adjacent and submissive. I allow myself to transcend, become stronger and higher, to be more able to complete what I want to get done, and to get everything I want and desire." Jared AM ✮
Spoken in @ 00:15
ME NOW. And right now I just finished saying my affirmations and DAMN DANIEL just finished playing. Today (yesterday) I also fell in love with the song Fever by Dua Lipa &Angele <3 I am so ready to start going back to gym on Monday, going to do Monday through Friday, and also...
My car is on its way!, and exactly how I want it.
Speaking it into existence. It is mine!
I wanted to have this done before 00:30 and is it scheduled to post 00:35!
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Dear everyone and to all my supporters,
thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/09/21 @ 00:28 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉ N
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