In My Head

08/09/21

444 >> Eye am starting this post at that specific time in the morning, if that was not clear. Eye definitely want to be more active in my blogging so that Eye can be more consistent with it — just as Eye was before. Plus to get more of a comfortable feel for it due it being a major section of my soon go be work-life.

More and more Eye will be talking about my life. Nothing will be off limits, Eye just feel as if there are so many things going on in my head and Eye need to find a way to release them and allow myself to truly & others to feel them and experience them. Eye know my ability and know of the possibilities of the things that Eye can do, which are endless. Obviously the ones that Eye wish would realize that do not realize that but it is simply is not my problem.

It is not my dilemma if someone does not have faith or hope in me. The only thing that truly matters is the amount of faith and hope that Eye have for myself. The time that Eye make for myself.

Eye originally made this blog to be an escape or a safe-haven, shadow-work, self-reflection or somewhere to say whatever has been on mind or this-that and the third. Hopefully you all understand and fathom what Eye mean. Eye am manifesting a reality and a life where Eye am not questioned, bothered, or taken out of my true-comfort. 0451- Segment I Complete

0512 > After the gap of “time” from last segment to this segment Eye had a lot of time to think. Eye have come to the realization that my inner child just wants to be heard and free. My childhood was very tight and kept closed. Eye have got to say that Eye was pretty much always monitored, did not really do much of anything. Obviously online-gaming and family events but Eye have never done anything major with friends unless it was that time in fourth or fifth grade when me and two of my friends went to each other’s birthday-outings. One of them did not host anything or do anything so that makes two in total, include mine and one of the boys.

Eye honestly have not thought about any of this until today. J-man wants to go wild and be set free and do whatever he wants. He did not have that opportunity, he was always the goody good boy, that always barked and hollered when necessary. Yes, Eye am comparing my inner child to a yes-man. Because truly he did not do what he wanted, maybe on Roblox he got his way but that is the product of your environment. Where you are controlled, you find somewhere else to control. Day in and day out, Eye need to make him happy and satisfy him. Now he is just sitting inside of me and only comes around when Eye think about him and when Eye am being creative. He wants a big hug; from himself.

This is not made with intention to feel remorse or sad. Possibly the idea or notion of understanding/fathoment comes in but it is totally not necessary. Hopefully relation is what comes through the door of someone who is reading this.

Shadow-work is the best work. Eye am going to be the best version and most abundant version of myself in all areas and aspects of my life. (XXXX) - Segment II Finished

0538 > Eye was not entirely sure if Eye would remember this part so Eye decided to just jot it down now.

Eye am understanding why Eye am not comfortable. When you are comfortable, you no longer have the ability to change your life or improve in areas and aspects of your life unless you bring yourself up and out.

Making a continuous effort to change and expand, makes a better human being & allows you to have inner support. Especially when those around you are not. Not even talking about friends, sad situation.

Soon, these things will no longer resonate with me and Eye will truly be happy and at a different feeling of discomfort. So many ideas and thoughts, so much and so little time to express it. 0540 - Segment III Finished.

2221 - Guys! Manifest while you exercise! It is very important. Also, the Law of Attraction is Detachment. Plus, negative thoughts are simply empty threats. @jasactress on tt got me with that gem. Just wanted to throw that in since it was on my mind.

The energies whilst exercising are truly amazing. Manifesting abundance, growth in all aspects, self-love, love, and happiness. The life Eye truly desire, being an esteemed author, journalist, reporter, artist, creative, influencer. All around, amazing. <3 Eye am divinely guided, influenced, followed, adored, fathomed, blissed, and receive everything with MY NAME ON IT. everytime by ag is playing, cya. 2225 - Segment IV Complete.

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08/17/21

2327 >> Eye am currently sitting at my desk in my room and just vibing. Eye have class in the morning, final semester at Broward College. Let me play some music while Eye gather my thoughts and get tonight’s post ready. ** decided on some Mariah The Scientist.

Eye have relocated and am now laying on my bed, belly first + making a new icon for my blog posts. :) We are bringing in a new vibration and new action. Starting fresh, renewed, and popping. Everything Eye desire is mine.

Over the span of time since Eye last added text to this draft (to soon be published) Eye have honestly just been working, flourishing, manifesting, and being Jared. My manifestations — Eye will be manually typing them, so the scripting nature can be magnified rather than me just copying-pasting and then reading them. Eye want the emphasis.

Eye have started an art page for my artwork on Instagram. You can find the art pieces here. More are on the way.

We also hit 4.8k on tt. :) So that is great aswell.

Just been happy and vibrating honestly. Happy and slowly moving out of comfortability so we can advance and raise. - (XXXX) - Segment V Done.

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08/18/21

0007 >> Eye have just finished proofing and making them new logo. Enjoy all. <3

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