Here now, now, now now—

Hey hey guys and welcome back to my channel (-;

Tonight we are doing things a bit differently but you guys may not notice it so I am just going to tell you all the difference. Since I did not feel like doing my post on my phone and my mac was dead I decided to do tonight’s post on my iPad. I miss typing on my iPad. I pulled out my Bluetooth keyboard, turned on my backlit, turned on an album paired from my phone & beats, and went typing away. Tonight’s album is Ugh, those feels again by Snoh Aalegra >> an icon. Let us get things started it is 00:59...

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Lately I have been forgetting to mention something new I added into my routine. I have been drinking a mix of turmeric + ginger tea. It is not bad but it sure is strong, good for the body. This album is good and I am only 1/4ths into it so let me get into the juice of this blog.

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I AM putting these down and manifesting the growth of my videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else.

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I WILL be saying each of these affirmations verbatim. They will continue to be apart of my blogs. Expect them, expect greatness, expect the unexpected. Expect Me.

"I will grow, I will spread, I will be my own power, I will be great." -- Jared AM ✮

as well as

"I do not chase, I attract. What belongs to me will find me. The love I desire will come to me and I will be authentically me." - Jared AM ✮

and

"For the Good of All and Harm to None, I allow myself to raise above the things that keep me adjacent and submissive. I allow myself to transcend, become stronger and higher, to more able to complete what I want to get done, and to get everything I want and desire." Jared AM ✮

Spoken in @ 01:02

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MY DAY Toronto is playing

This is a nice smooth song, I remember when I first heard her music, it was from a video that accidentally loaded from YouTube, she did an acoustic version of her song Love Like That. My morning was pretty simple, I am low key thinking about changing my job though. It feels somewhat weird doing the job. It is like I feel like I am doing the job correctly and incorrectly at the same time. I feel like I doing everything and half of everything. I spoke to my manager and she just gave me the ability to clock out and contact the attendance line.

”Can’t say I love you when it’s like that.”

Maybe it is just my mind getting the best of me. I work today (Friday), then I am off, then I work on Mother’s Day >> Sunday. Jazz is coming tonIght (Friday) so that is a plus. I been missing Jazzy, hopefully she remembers to bring my vinyl because my birthday is coming up! <3 27 more days :* I am too ready for that.

So before clocking out early I had my leftovers Keke’s and then went to sleep. I asked about other work from home positions but they would all have to be on site (the downside about that is that on site is in Cutler Baby... more than an hour away...) Charleville 9200, Pt. II is playing; this song has a certain drift or current to it, it feels good. My edges feel like they have been shaped. Next Wednesday I want to play to go to the beach and meditate, I was supposed to meditate today but that did not happen. Want to know what else did not happen?? Me going to the gym LOL. And I told Amaya that I would smh.

Instead of going to the gym around nine-ish, I took myself to Chipotle and got me a beautiful chicken salad, which I got for a discounted price ;). Yesssuhhsirrrrrrrrrrskiiiiiiikeeeyy! You is playing, this woman’s voice is unmatched and it just hits different.

I am actually happy in how I am doing tonight’s post. This clump is kind of nice, different parts of my day all together; talking about different things. Nothing like; a Gemini. My posts are Geminis lol, none of them are the same.

People grow apart, it is okay.

My mother told me “People are in your life for seasons, some longer than others.”

I posted two tt videos today so hopefully they do well. They were unplanned and just off the top of my head. Hopefully tomorrow after I come home from WholeFoods after returning my Amazon purchase I will edit my YouTube video. Nothing To Me is playing and it sounds familiar, I think it is a sample. What is ironic is that I found a tt account about samples and songs. Funyny how things complement each other and work.

Everything happens for a reason.

`` Maybe I will work at Targé, who knows. I am versatile and ready for whatever

God and The Universe would like to offer and staple in my life. Open arms for

growth and strength. ``

ME NOW. Yeah, so today was another day. I am alive so that is pretty much something to be happy about. I watched Kiana Lede’s instagram live today and she said everyone should get a therapist. No matter what. I was thinking about it but with the people that are immediately near me (my parents) I feel like that would raise to many questions. Sometimes I just feel like disappearing and just living life. If I could be one animal, I would be a bird; just to fly away, roam though the sky and travel with no doubts. Freedom is when I am no longer living with my parents, when I am only answering to myself, God, and The Universe. <3

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Dear everyone and to all my supporters,

thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/07/21 @ 01:23 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉ N