And We're Back.

Just like the title we are back. Back in business and back in motion. It has been quite a while since Eye uploaded a blog for you guys but Eye just felt the need to tonight before Eye go to sleep. Eye do want to necessarily say that Eye have not been up to anything because that would honestly be a lie. Eye have of course and obviously been focusing on my vibration and not allowing negativity into my bubble and just vibrating through life. Nothing to necessarily complain about. >> Of course Eye do want to be on my own but in the sense where everyone Eye know and that is around me is okay with that. Eye am now going to dive in deeper with that being said and that in mind.

Yes, Eye feel that the world revolves around me. And Eye do not say it in the sense or frequency of being self absorbed, selfish, to my self, or anything remotely in that nature. Eye say it in the sense of feeling like that is always someone to look to. Eye wish to just look to myself. HP and the angels are always there of course but Eye want to be able to just live life without having anyone necessarily needing me. Eye just want to tap into the energy and remotivity of enjoying life, the now, the things that come and go, and just be Jared. Eye want to dive into my roots, where Eye am actually from, learn more than what they put into textbooks. Eye want to see past capitalism. Eye want to truly understand what capitalism is. Why it is hated, right? Eye know it is the cause of our downfalls and Eye already know Eye hate it. Eye do have a general idea of it but my mind would like to know more. Eye would like to know more about myself, my thought process, actually remembering my dreams, my intuition, my future. Eye appreciate everything and everyone around me but Eye appreciate the alone time that Eye sole-heartedly want and crave as Eye have gotten older. As a child, you do not realize how much you give your time to others, and it does not have to be physically. Mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Without setting time, space, and energy aside for yourself. For your desires, wants, needs, anything your soul needs. Not the flesh, not the "body", not what the matrix wants.

Eye prefer to call the matrix an "escape room". It feels closer and it really draws everything out. But yah that is just personally how Eye feel. Eye am going to tell you guys more in depth about how Eye have been doing, what Eye have been enjoying, vibrating, and put my manifestations down similar to scripting but Eye will be typing-posting-publishing and allowing that energy to go through the Universe. But Eye would like to mainly thank you all for taking the time out to read these, especially you Ronny & Jazzy. Eye need to catch up on yours as well. * Ronny

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For Music * Eye have been enjoying...

• a playlist my friend Anaya made; which has a ton of artists who have "good" music, or music that does not effect the mind subconsciously in a negative manner.

• Ry Ry World by Mariah the Scientist << literally been on straight repeat

• Psilocybin by Jhene Aiko << Eye am surprised that Eye spelt that correctly but NEVER doubt yourself.

• Tracks 1, 5, 6, and 8 of Planet Her by Doja Cat << vibrations high.

• Sinnerman

• Made in Lagos by Wizkid

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Eye need to listen to H.E.R.'s new album!

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For the past five to six weeks Eye have been working with my dad. Eye quit my job at the call center (work from home) and it was five to six weeks that were personally not bad, but Eye definitely got tired. Eye did manage to have some time to myself but Eye was not getting enough sleep, THAT was not working personally. Eye actually have been trying for weeks to remember my dreams (since we do dream every night) and try to take note of them and interpret them. But! It is what it is. Eye just started my new job >> well previous-previous job. Eye do not know how much Eye am making as of right now but that is for another time. But now that Eye am working at specific times Eye should be more than able to dream peacefully, enjoy them, exercise, and go to the gym. Eye can get back into my groove, into my oneness + rhythm.

Eye did not manage to give you guys that blog. My birthday blog and Eye do apologize about that. Eye still might post it even though it is a month late but possibly not. Next goal/gift to myself is going to be a camera to do my videos, vlogs, and such. Eye managed to go through my yearbook two nights ago, not upset about it anymore, disappointed? No, in life; things happen. Things happen behind the scenes, Eye did plenty behind the scenes of it and the satisfaction is knowing Eye did it is a lot better. Life is full of lessons. Lessons In Full Effect. Rather than wanting recognition outwardly, Eye can contain and enjoy it inwardly. Personal satisfaction rather than social satisfaction.

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Manifestations

-- Eye deflect and remove any manifestations and or orders made over me that are not in favor of my life, growth, profession, and progression. --

-- Eye allow self love, love, abundant love, positivity, light, guidance, protection, understanding, and ability to enter myself. --

-- Eye bring in the energy to align myself into the frequency of nonchalantness when it comes to opinions that are not necessary to impact me. --

-- Eye deflect any and everything not from HP or my angels to enter my space. --

-- Eye allow understanding and compassion from the ones around me. --

-- Eye bring in frequency and power of 'Eye do not chase, Eye attract. What already belongs to me, is already in my hands'. --

-- Eye deflect any blocks between myself and my social media growth. --

-- Eye allow an abundance of wealth onto myself, my family, and allow an abundance of generational wealth to shower my lines and lines after me. --

-- Eye bring in growth in all aspects of my life. --

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Again, thank you everyone for reading and understanding me one day and one read at a time. Eye appreciate you all, more than you could know.

This blog was completed and published on July 11th, 2021 @ 00:49 (-: Goodnight. 00:53