And that is correct

A person that is going to be big cannot allow themselves to be affected by small things. Tonight's album is going to be Scorpion by Drake. Let us get to it, start time is sometime before 00:40 lol.

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Morning,

Nonstop is playing

I am lowkey asking myself why did I slept on this album... Like he actually did a good job so far, this is only the second song so I cannot really complain about anything. I woke up today around seven-ish I believe. Momeisha went on her walk without me, I woke up, went to brush my teeth, and went into the den so I could get ready to clock in for work. Today was not a bad day at all, literally just went with the flow and allowed energy to flow around me -- apart from me crying today (yesterday morning), I have not done it since the last time we spoke I feel like I need to release my emotions in a positive way or I am bound to explode.. Or I can just find an outlet, might edit my YouTube video while in bed << a bold face lie. Like I just be capping like I am not going to sleep after I get off this computer, my loc cap & bandana in all. Yes I am in my bandana era now, enjoy it <3 Work was smooth, clocked out at around 17:09 because I forgot to take my last paid break so I got to take it at the end of my shift so that was litty. I am just going to focus on myself from now on, my emotions and time belong to myself and I refuse to let anyone or anything affect or lay waste to my spirit. I am chosen, I am greatness. Thank you. I had some chia seed pudding today with: almond milk + oat milk + white & dark chocolate morsels, and walnuts. She was good, enjoyed her at around 12ish, I think? I know I logged out from work for a good 30 and took a little bit longer from my lunch. Emotionless is playing and I just realized and came to the conclusion that I might not even finish half of this album by the time I finish. For lunch I had the remainder of my wings from the park last night: Hawaiian & Lemon Garlic flavored :*

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Afternoon & Night

Same song is playing so... ((-;

I appreciated the time I spent with my bester and sister today on the phone. Alot of conversations and exchanges of love. I am ready to be in my prime. I am happy and will continue to be happy. After work I went to the gymmmmmm! Ya already know ya boy had to get back onto the grind. I had not been to the gym in a while, I was not like disappointed in myself or anything but I know I just had to go to the gym! It was urgent and I have absolutely no escape at this point. I had to go regardless, we have a summer body to get! And my birthday is in 24 (now 23) days!! AHHHHHHHHHH! MAKE SOME NOISE!!! The big 20, on the way. I was not physically accompanied by anyone today at the gym but I definitely had my sister. I know she will always be in my corner and I will always be in hers. God's Plan is playing now. I did 30 minutes on both elliptical and bicycle, then 100 leg press, chest press, and arm pulldowns. Workout was gucci, then I went to chipotle (LINE WAS HELLA LONG FOR NO REASON) I had the usual of course, got a drink from Wawa + some ice for momma, drove home, showered and ate in the kitchen. Then I fted my beastie til I started my blog. It is 00:58 now, nothing else much to say. Today was a good day, nothing to be sad about. I am alive.

~~ Reminder: No one is permanent, pencils have erasers for a reason. ~~

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I AM putting these down and manifesting the growth of my videos, my other videos that are on the way, my social influence, my blog, my vlogs, and everything else.

&

I AM going to be saying each of these affirmations verbatim. They will continue to be apart of my blogs. Expect them, expect greatness, expect the unexpected. Expect Me.

"I have grown, I am going to spread electronically, socially, spiritually, mentally, and physically. I am my own power, I am great. I am healthy. I am what I need." -- Jared AM ✮

I have updated these affirmations due to finding out the starting word choice has great power.

"I do not chase, I attract. What belongs to me is now in my hands. The love I desire is mine and I am simple yet divine." - Jared AM ✮

and

"For the Good of All and Harm to None, I have risen above the things that keep me adjacent and submissive. I have transcended, become stronger and higher, and I am now more able to complete what I want to get done. I am everything I want and desire." Jared AM ✮

Spoken in @ 01:00

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Hi, I love you <3

Always be kind and do everything with compassion.

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thank you so much for reading this and just being yourself and following me on my journey. This blog was completed on 05/11/21 @ 01:03 ((: 𝙄𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙮 𝙏𝙤 𝙁𝙖𝙞𝙡 & 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙚𝙙. Written, Spoken, Simple Yet 𝘿𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚. - 𝙅𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 ☉